Posted by upoytao on September 26, 2004
my beloved mnemosyne,
please don’t torture me any longer,
let me rest in my sleep,
let me wallow in my stillness.
i know for once ive dreaded you,
and time again ive dreaded you,
only to realize that without you,
there can never be any me.
dearly beloved mnemosyne,
let me move on to my existence,
let me enjoy my meals,
let me understand my being.
But Alas! you still linger,
those creamy fingers of yours still holds me by the neck,
your skin reminds me of shallow graves,
in the depths of your cave you took me.
mornings were never the same again,
i always see your face,
always hear your laughter,
always by your side.
mnemosyne, my mnemosyne,
let us hold each other but not for long,
let us listen to each others heartbeats but not for vain,
please dont make me suffer any longer,
release me now as if a dream worthy of forgetting.
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Posted by upoytao on September 26, 2004
my beloved mnemosyne,
please don’t torture me any longer,
let me rest in my sleep,
let me wallow in my stillness.
i know for once ive dreaded you,
and time again ive dreaded you,
only to realize that without you,
there can never be any me.
dearly beloved mnemosyne,
let me move on to my existence,
let me enjoy my meals,
let me understand my being.
But Alas! you still linger,
those creamy fingers of yours still holds me by the neck,
your skin reminds me of shallow graves,
in the depths of your cave you took me.
mornings were never the same again,
i always see your face,
always hear your laughter,
always by your side.
mnemosyne, my mnemosyne,
let us hold each other but not for long,
let us listen to each others heartbeats but not for vain,
please dont make me suffer any longer,
release me now as if a dream worthy of forgetting.
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Posted by upoytao on September 25, 2004
my beloved mnemosyne,
please don’t torture me any longer,
let me rest in my sleep,
let me wallow in my stillness.
i know for once ive dreaded you,
and time again ive dreaded you,
only to realize that without you,
there can never be any me.
dearly beloved mnemosyne,
let me move on to my existence,
let me enjoy my meals,
let me understand my being.
But Alas! you still linger,
those creamy fingers of yours still holds me by the neck,
your skin reminds me of shallow graves,
in the depths of your cave you took me.
mornings were never the same again,
i always see your face,
always hear your laughter,
always by your side.
mnemosyne, my mnemosyne,
let us hold each other but not for long,
let us listen to each others heartbeats but not for vain,
please dont make me suffer any longer,
release me now as if a dream worthy of forgetting.
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Posted by upoytao on September 6, 2004
nearer,
i want to see your eyelids slid down your cornea.
closer,
i want to feel your heat as it unfolds mine.
touch me,
i want to know your real,
hug me,
for that is all that would be left of your spirit if you leave,
please…nearer,
i want to smell you and your jasmine hair.
and ill embrace you with kisses,
all of them true and willing.
let me kiss your neck,
the soft caress of your damp sweet skin reminds me of crushed roses bathed in honey.
let me drown in your hair,
as i see each strand stretching to infinity.
anthea my beloved.
so real-so real-so real.
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Posted by upoytao on September 5, 2004
nearer,
i want to see your eyelids slid down your cornea.
closer,
i want to feel your heat as it unfolds mine.
touch me,
i want to know your real,
hug me,
for that is all that would be left of your spirit if you leave,
please…nearer,
i want to smell you and your jasmine hair.
and ill embrace you with kisses,
all of them true and willing.
let me kiss your neck,
the soft caress of your damp sweet skin reminds me of crushed roses bathed in honey.
let me drown in your hair,
as i see each strand stretching to infinity.
anthea my beloved.
so real-so real-so real.
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Posted by upoytao on September 5, 2004
nearer,
i want to see your eyelids slid down your cornea.
closer,
i want to feel your heat as it unfolds mine.
touch me,
i want to know your real,
hug me,
for that is all that would be left of your spirit if you leave,
please…nearer,
i want to smell you and your jasmine hair.
and ill embrace you with kisses,
all of them true and willing.
let me kiss your neck,
the soft caress of your damp sweet skin reminds me of crushed roses bathed in honey.
let me drown in your hair,
as i see each strand stretching to infinity.
anthea my beloved.
so real-so real-so real.
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Posted by upoytao on September 2, 2004
havent checked you out lately friend,
been busy for quite sometime,
been alone taking each step at a time,
weighing each words,
hugging the people i love,
forgiving the person who hurted me,
and loving her back in return to forgiveness.
its never easy,
especially when you harbor doubts,
pain-fear-memories of your times together,
and now i see them everyday happy,
i thank God she is happy,
and i thank God i found you.
it wouldnt be easy my friend,
the road is paved with broken glasses and regrets,
but believe me when i say,
i would keep you in my heart forever,
and i would love you as no other love ive known and will ever know.
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Posted by upoytao on September 2, 2004
havent checked you out lately friend,
been busy for quite sometime,
been alone taking each step at a time,
weighing each words,
hugging the people i love,
forgiving the person who hurted me,
and loving her back in return to forgiveness.
its never easy,
especially when you harbor doubts,
pain-fear-memories of your times together,
and now i see them everyday happy,
i thank God she is happy,
and i thank God i found you.
it wouldnt be easy my friend,
the road is paved with broken glasses and regrets,
but believe me when i say,
i would keep you in my heart forever,
and i would love you as no other love ive known and will ever know.
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Posted by upoytao on September 2, 2004
havent checked you out lately friend,
been busy for quite sometime,
been alone taking each step at a time,
weighing each words,
hugging the people i love,
forgiving the person who hurted me,
and loving her back in return to forgiveness.
its never easy,
especially when you harbor doubts,
pain-fear-memories of your times together,
and now i see them everyday happy,
i thank God she is happy,
and i thank God i found you.
it wouldnt be easy my friend,
the road is paved with broken glasses and regrets,
but believe me when i say,
i would keep you in my heart forever,
and i would love you as no other love ive known and will ever know.
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