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short story ang pagbabalik hehehehe

Posted by upoytao on April 27, 2006

dalawang magkaibigan naguusap:

boy 1: tol ba’t ba galit na galit ka kay GMA? mas gusto mo bang nanalo si FPJ na kaalyansa ni Erap at ni MArcos nung martial law?
boy 2: tsong binoto ng taong bayan si FPJ at kahit na anong sabihin natin na nanalo si GMA alam ng lahat na nandaya siya ayaw lang talaga ng mga middle class si FPJ kasi tingin nila bobo at walang alam dahil nga hindi nakatapos ng college.

b1: oo nga! precisely hindi siya nakatapos ng kahit na anong kurso so bakit natin gagawing lider yun?
b2: pare kung yan lang ang problema mo eh di pakuhain mo lahat ng civil service exam lahat ng nakaupo sa pwesto. ang punto ko eh yan ang nakalagay sa saligang batas. binigyan tayo ng pantay pantay na karapatan sa pagrerepresent ng mga tao sa pilipinas at kung palpak ka sa pagpapatakbo mo eh pwede ka nilang hilinging umalis thru impeachment diba?

b1: pero pare dont you think na mas magiging problemado ang pinas nun kung siya ng mananalo? i mean i’d rather cheat than let that guy win over me! this is saving our country from shame and economic downfall!!!!
b2: teka teka teka hindi kaya masyadong O.A. na yun? at ginawa mo lang dahilan si FPJ para mandaya si GMA? lok at it this way pare sa isang demokrasya ang will ng tao ang nasusunod.

b1: eh yun nga ang dapat pero sa bansa natin na ang nagpapaikot eh pera sa eleksyon? hindi kapani paniwala…
b2: kaya nga eh dahil alam mo lang na hindi siya kapani paniwala eh tatapatan mo rin ng kabalastugan?!

b1: di mo ko naiintindihan tol, pls spare me the moral bullshit in this world the strong survive thru use of force and influence kahit saang bansa mo tingnan yun ganun talaga.
b2: true! but only with the support of the majority. and i am not bullshitting you pare you give her a chance to do these things to you and the next thing you know she will creep into ur household. parang akyat bahay yan alam mong nanakawan ka na tinali mo pa rin yung aso at iniwang bukas ang bintana kasi feeling mo hindi aesthetically balanced and itsura ng hse mo pag nakasarado at may nagbabantay.

b1: so sige let me give u an example why GMA is doing a great job as a President granted na nasa pwesto parin siya…
b2: correction! she forced her way into office and she cheated her way into it even. and she used any means of force just to protect her interest…

b1: pero walang alternative eh! kasalanan ba ng taong bayan yun?
b2: so ngayon taong bayan na ang may kasalanan? sila na ang tanga? sila na yung walang kwenta mag-isip? tingnan mo nga kung magkano ang budget natin sa education at ang unemployment rate natin bago mo sisihin ang isang taong gutom at kukuha ng pera pampakain sa mga anak niya na ubod ng dami dahil ayaw ng simbahan ng birth control!

b1: hindi mo parin sinasagot ang tanong ko. sinong alternative natin? para ipalit kay GMA?
b2: madami! kahit ikaw hindi mo naisip? if ang saligang batas ang susundin natin eh di si Noli de castro! palagay ko pa nga mas importante na ipinapatupad ang saligang batas kaysa pinapaboran natin ang tanong ng kung sinong ipapalit kasi ang sunod na tanong dyan eh “sa anong paraan”?

b1: eh di ganun din… si noli pa rin ang uupo kapareha nya bulok at wala naman talagang mapagpipilian kahit sino corrupt…
b2: sa tingin mo bakit sila corrupt?

b1: abay ewan ko! ikaw sa tingin mo bakit sila corrupt?
b2: kasi alam nila makakalusot sila at madadala nila ang lahat sa sorry… and sa totoo lang mahina ang moral backbone ng bansang to… ang simbahan walang idea ng honor and integrity…

b1: teka… bat naman ang simbahan ang may kasalanan?
b2: di ba sila ang moral watchdog ng bansa? lahat halos ng skwela dito eh galing sa simbahan… lahat puros praise the lord pero iba ginagawa…

b1: palagay ko hindi simbahan ang may kasalanan tol…
b2: ano pala?

b1: ang tao. ang sistema. ang pag-iisip. walang disiplina.
b2: pag gutom ang isang tao… hindi siya makapag-isip, hahanap at hahanap siya ng paraan para magkalaman ang tiyan nya… at saan manggagaling yun? kundi sa paligid nya… tinuturuan siya ng paligid nyang maging sakim mapagsamantala… hindi ang tao ang may kasalanan pare kundi ang pinapamulat ng mga tao sa paligid nya dahil pinapabayaan lang nilang maghari ang kasakiman at kasamaan dahil pakiramdam nila lahat naman kasi ng pinoy eh ganun. pag pinabayaan natin na ganito ang sitwasyon ng ating bansa mas madami tayong ginugutom… mas madami tayong ginagawang masama… lahat nga siguro tayo magkakaugnay… sana balang araw maintindihan to ng mga pilipino… tutal hindi pa naman huli ang lahat diba?

b1: aalis na lang ako pare magulo na talaga dito eh walang kwenta mahirap…magtatrabaho na lang ako dun at kukunin ko pamilya ko… para mabigyan sila ng magandang buhay…
b2: ahh… sige bibisita na lang ako sa inyo kung may oras ako…

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AND YOU SAY FILIPINOS DO CARE?

Posted by upoytao on April 27, 2006

1.) A NUMBER of proposed changes in the Constitution, from both the House of Representatives and the Consultative Commission, will weaken safeguards on civil liberties, a human rights expert said…..

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2) STRESSING the Constitutional guarantees to the people’s right to peaceably assemble and petition for redress of grievances, the Supreme Court today ruled that the Arroyo government’s Calibrated Preemptive Response policy is unconstitutional.

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short story ang pagbabalik hehehehe

Posted by upoytao on April 27, 2006

dalawang magkaibigan naguusap:

boy 1: tol ba’t ba galit na galit ka kay GMA? mas gusto mo bang nanalo si FPJ na kaalyansa ni Erap at ni MArcos nung martial law?
boy 2: tsong binoto ng taong bayan si FPJ at kahit na anong sabihin natin na nanalo si GMA alam ng lahat na nandaya siya ayaw lang talaga ng mga middle class si FPJ kasi tingin nila bobo at walang alam dahil nga hindi nakatapos ng college.

b1: oo nga! precisely hindi siya nakatapos ng kahit na anong kurso so bakit natin gagawing lider yun?
b2: pare kung yan lang ang problema mo eh di pakuhain mo lahat ng civil service exam lahat ng nakaupo sa pwesto. ang punto ko eh yan ang nakalagay sa saligang batas. binigyan tayo ng pantay pantay na karapatan sa pagrerepresent ng mga tao sa pilipinas at kung palpak ka sa pagpapatakbo mo eh pwede ka nilang hilinging umalis thru impeachment diba?

b1: pero pare dont you think na mas magiging problemado ang pinas nun kung siya ng mananalo? i mean i’d rather cheat than let that guy win over me! this is saving our country from shame and economic downfall!!!!
b2: teka teka teka hindi kaya masyadong O.A. na yun? at ginawa mo lang dahilan si FPJ para mandaya si GMA? lok at it this way pare sa isang demokrasya ang will ng tao ang nasusunod.

b1: eh yun nga ang dapat pero sa bansa natin na ang nagpapaikot eh pera sa eleksyon? hindi kapani paniwala…
b2: kaya nga eh dahil alam mo lang na hindi siya kapani paniwala eh tatapatan mo rin ng kabalastugan?!

b1: di mo ko naiintindihan tol, pls spare me the moral bullshit in this world the strong survive thru use of force and influence kahit saang bansa mo tingnan yun ganun talaga.
b2: true! but only with the support of the majority. and i am not bullshitting you pare you give her a chance to do these things to you and the next thing you know she will creep into ur household. parang akyat bahay yan alam mong nanakawan ka na tinali mo pa rin yung aso at iniwang bukas ang bintana kasi feeling mo hindi aesthetically balanced and itsura ng hse mo pag nakasarado at may nagbabantay.

b1: so sige let me give u an example why GMA is doing a great job as a President granted na nasa pwesto parin siya…
b2: correction! she forced her way into office and she cheated her way into it even. and she used any means of force just to protect her interest…

b1: pero walang alternative eh! kasalanan ba ng taong bayan yun?
b2: so ngayon taong bayan na ang may kasalanan? sila na ang tanga? sila na yung walang kwenta mag-isip? tingnan mo nga kung magkano ang budget natin sa education at ang unemployment rate natin bago mo sisihin ang isang taong gutom at kukuha ng pera pampakain sa mga anak niya na ubod ng dami dahil ayaw ng simbahan ng birth control!

b1: hindi mo parin sinasagot ang tanong ko. sinong alternative natin? para ipalit kay GMA?
b2: madami! kahit ikaw hindi mo naisip? if ang saligang batas ang susundin natin eh di si Noli de castro! palagay ko pa nga mas importante na ipinapatupad ang saligang batas kaysa pinapaboran natin ang tanong ng kung sinong ipapalit kasi ang sunod na tanong dyan eh “sa anong paraan”?

b1: eh di ganun din… si noli pa rin ang uupo kapareha nya bulok at wala naman talagang mapagpipilian kahit sino corrupt…
b2: sa tingin mo bakit sila corrupt?

b1: abay ewan ko! ikaw sa tingin mo bakit sila corrupt?
b2: kasi alam nila makakalusot sila at madadala nila ang lahat sa sorry… and sa totoo lang mahina ang moral backbone ng bansang to… ang simbahan walang idea ng honor and integrity…

b1: teka… bat naman ang simbahan ang may kasalanan?
b2: di ba sila ang moral watchdog ng bansa? lahat halos ng skwela dito eh galing sa simbahan… lahat puros praise the lord pero iba ginagawa…

b1: palagay ko hindi simbahan ang may kasalanan tol…
b2: ano pala?

b1: ang tao. ang sistema. ang pag-iisip. walang disiplina.
b2: pag gutom ang isang tao… hindi siya makapag-isip, hahanap at hahanap siya ng paraan para magkalaman ang tiyan nya… at saan manggagaling yun? kundi sa paligid nya… tinuturuan siya ng paligid nyang maging sakim mapagsamantala… hindi ang tao ang may kasalanan pare kundi ang pinapamulat ng mga tao sa paligid nya dahil pinapabayaan lang nilang maghari ang kasakiman at kasamaan dahil pakiramdam nila lahat naman kasi ng pinoy eh ganun. pag pinabayaan natin na ganito ang sitwasyon ng ating bansa mas madami tayong ginugutom… mas madami tayong ginagawang masama… lahat nga siguro tayo magkakaugnay… sana balang araw maintindihan to ng mga pilipino… tutal hindi pa naman huli ang lahat diba?

b1: aalis na lang ako pare magulo na talaga dito eh walang kwenta mahirap…magtatrabaho na lang ako dun at kukunin ko pamilya ko… para mabigyan sila ng magandang buhay…
b2: ahh… sige bibisita na lang ako sa inyo kung may oras ako…

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see you soon

Posted by upoytao on April 25, 2006

So you lost your trust
And you never should have
And you never should have
But don’t break your back
If you ever hear this
But don’t answer that
In a bullet proof vest
With the windows all closed
I’ll be doing my best
And I’ll see you soon
In a telescope lens
And when all you want is friends
I’ll see you soon

So they came for you
They came snapping at your heels
They come snapping at your heels
But don’t break your back
If you ever hear this
But don’t answer that

In a bullet proof vest
With the windows all closed
I’ll be doing my best
And I’ll see you soon

In a telescope lens
And when all you want is friends
I’ll see you soon
I’ll see you soon

And oh, you lost your trust
And oh, you lost your trust
No, don’t lose your trust
And oh, you lost your trust

-coldplay-

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sa wakas may katotohanan na!!!

Posted by upoytao on April 25, 2006

at ngayon napatunayan na na ang mga manyak eh may point hehehe ay ewan basta ganun hehehe read on
hehehehe APIR!!!!

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and to say that GMA wants to have real reforms…

Posted by upoytao on April 25, 2006

FUCK GLORIA MACAPAGAL ARROYO!!!!!!

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who let the dogs oooouuuwwwttttt!!!!!????

Posted by upoytao on April 22, 2006

one thing i learned in practicing martial arts is the principle of control.
when a fighter is in perfect control of his/her opponent, surroundings, and even his/her emotions thats when the inevitable win comes swiftly.

in the book of Sun Tzu he said that if you have perfect control of almost everything it is certain that you will win the battle.

but after getting air of the ruling of the Supreme Court on E.O. 464 i cant help but ask myself and think…

“Who’s really in control”

a president that weilds a torch and gun that shoots and burns any form of dissent?
or a Supreme court bereft of credibility?

still both inquiries can never be so plain and simple.
it is just so clear as daylight to see how we slowly creep into an obvious abyss of judicial turmoil and parliamentary vaccum.

while it is true that by theory the SC becomes the bulwark of constitutional legalities still in practice it becomes questionable on the basis of its recent ruling on E.O. 464.
there is no doubt that the President is indispensable or even above the law after which how many months and days giving haven to “supposed” criminals by virtue of E.O. 464.

so the next question becomes to whom does the President becomes accountable to?
to the senate?
to the house of representatives?
to the S.C.?

what should be done as a means of sanctioning this act by the president?
should she be given a memo by the S.C.?

it becomes pure lip service when the S.C. rules against E.O. 464 but then does nothing.
tyrants becomes bolder by then
and criminals go to confessionals just to be reprimanded then left alone.

so again let me ask “Who’s in control?”

the military with their guns?
the people with their poverty?
or… yes you’re guessing it right…

the CHURCH.

and while they are getting the boons and praises out of the alleged turn-around of GMA on the death penalty.
they cant help but feel slighted only to the point of not having to take part in the grievances of them victims of heinous crimes.

the Church’s actions raises more eyebrows than morales.
and while supposedle being on the forefront of morality they become a silent majority capable only of action if it would affect the quantity of offerings they get each sunday.

i cant help but look at them as hypocrites… thinking themselves as moral servants of God yet douing the opposite…

THEY ARE IN CONTROL LADIES AND GENTLEMEN.

and while their followers dont see them moving and condemning a stupid president they themselves will never move.

all’s right as long as its not them whos’ at the losing end…

and to think that the voice of the people are the voice of God or so they say…

it makes me puke to just think of it…

PWE!!!!!!

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I still haven’t found what i’m looking for

Posted by upoytao on April 22, 2006

I have climbed the highest mountains
I have run through the fields
Only to be with you
Only to be with you

I have run I have crawled
I have scaled these city walls
Only to be with you
But I still haven’t found
What I’m looking for
But I still haven’t found
What I’m looking for

I have kissed honey lips
Felt the healing in her fingertips
It burned like fire
This burning desire
I have spoke with the tongue of angels
I have held the hand of a devil
It was warm in the night
I was cold as a stone
But I still haven’t found
What I’m looking for
But I still haven’t found
What I’m looking for

I believe in the Kingdom Come
Then all the colors will bleed into one
But yes I’m still running.
You broke the bonds
You loosened the chains
You carried the cross
And my shame
And my shame
You know I believed it
But I still haven’t found
What I’m looking for
But I still haven’t found
What I’m looking for

-U2-

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envoy

Posted by upoytao on April 20, 2006

If it comes back to me, I’ll let you know
or why don’t you call back to see tomorrow
I hope I can be the hand that you need

it sounded like a really good solution at the time

I’ve been giving a lots of thoughts, I was so pleased
you were so sad last time we spoke it seemed
when I stop thinking about it, it will come back to me

-kings of convenience-

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cool love letter

Posted by upoytao on April 19, 2006

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl… However, the girl’s father does not like him and wanted them to stop their relationship… and so… the guy wrote this letter to the girl… he knows that the girl’s father will definitely read this letter…

1—-”The great love that I have for you
2—- is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3—- grows every day. When I see you,
4—- I do not even like your face;
5—- the one thing that I want to do is to
6—- look at other girls. I never wanted to
7—- marry you. Our last conversation
8—- was very boring and has not
9—- made me look forward to seeing you again.
10— You think only of yourself.
11— If we were married, I know that I would find
12— life very difficult, and I would have no
13— pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14— to give, but it is not somet! hing that
15— I want to give to you. No one is more
16— foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17— able to care for me and help me.
18— I sincerely want you to understand that
19— I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20— if you think this is the end. Do not try
21— to answer this. Your letters are full of
22— things that do not interest me. You have no
23— true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24— I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25— I am still your boyfriend.

“So bad!! However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to “READ BETWEEN THE LINES”, MEANING-ONLY TO READ 1,3,5,7,9,11,13,15,16,17,19,21,23,25. (ONLY oDD nUMBERS) So… Please try reading it again!

from—-> CLICK

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