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im an existentialist daw hehehe

Posted by upoytao on January 31, 2007

You scored as Existentialism. Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism: You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.

“Man is condemned to be free; because once thrown into the world, he is responsible for everything he does.”

“It is up to you to give [life] a meaning.”

–Jean-Paul Sartre

“It is man’s natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth.”

–Blaise Pascal

More info at Arocoun’s Wikipedia User Page…

Existentialism

100%

Hedonism

100%

Utilitarianism

75%

Justice (Fairness)

75%

Kantianism

75%

Nihilism

25%

Strong Egoism

0%

Divine Command

0%

Apathy

0%

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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post-It!

Posted by upoytao on January 26, 2007

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Saging lang ang may puso!

Posted by upoytao on January 26, 2007

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manny pacquiao!

Posted by upoytao on January 26, 2007


Lufeeet!!!

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haaay cedric…

Posted by upoytao on January 26, 2007

si cedric eh barkada ko nung bata ako…
nung elementary close kami as in sobrang close kwentuhan galore and everything …

nakita ko siya kahapon sa makati sa isang meeting sa UN.

tuwang tuwa ako nung nakita ko siya kala ko di ko na siya makikita sa buong buhay ko.

paglapit ko laki ng ngiti ko!

sabi ko: “Cedric!” sabay taas ng kamay para mag apir.

hindi niya tinaas kamay nya hinintay lang nya sa baba nakabukas tapos nagsmile ng konti sa gilid lang ng pisngi para pa ngang smirk.

“uy floyd” sabay tingin sa iba.

“ito nga pala barkada ko si …”

kinamayan ko barkada nya buti pa barkada nya ngumiti at mainit akong kinamayan.

“san ka na trabaho ngayon?” tanong ko

“dyan sa …xn” di ko naintindihan kasi nagyoyosi.

“ahh ganun ba” sagot ko

“kaw san ka work”

“sa NGO” sabay kuwento ng advocacy namin.

“ahh ganun ba” sabay tahimik tapos kinausap yung kaibigan nya.

nakatayo lang ako dun parang wala sa harapan nya.

na bad trip nako sabay nagpalaam.

nung tiyempong paalis na kami ng mga kasama ko nagpaalam parin ako with the hopes na baka maalala man lang nya yung mga pinagsamahan namin.

“Cedric alis nako!” ngiti sabay kaway

“Sige!” sumulyap lang taas kamay ng konti sabaty di na tumingin ulit.

haaay.. nagbabago nga ang tao… pakshet!

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buntis?

Posted by upoytao on January 22, 2007

ading: kuya punta ka sa kasal ko ha!

kuya: ha? ano? kasal? bakit ka magpapakasal?

ading: eh buntis ako eh.

kuya: ha?? hindi kayo nag-ingat? hindi kayo nag condom o ano man yun??? wala ka kayang trabaho? san kayo kukuha ng pera?

ading: wag mo nang alamin basta punta ka sa kasal ko hehehe

kuya: well tutal naman matanda ka na rin 24 years old medyo gurang ka na nga tol! hehehe

ading: gago! ikaw kelan kasal mo?

kuya: ako? matagal pa tsong kelangan ko pa magpraktis eh para pagkatap[os ng kasal perfect na makakabuo ng bata nyahahaha

ading: hehehe manyak! sige punta ka talaga sa kasal ko ha? oo nga pala isa pang favor!

kuya: ano yun?

ading: kanta ka sa kasal ko!

kuya: anak ng ako?? kakanta sa kasal?? huli kong ginawa yun eh nung 10 years old pako syet! ayoko wag na uy!

ading: sige na kuya minsan lang naman to eh please?

kuya: no way wag mo na lang ituloy ang kasal hehehe

ading: hahaha o sige sige ok wag na lang, basta kuya ha abay ka?

kuya: oks sige makakaasa ka.

ading: ok babay

kuya: oks bye!

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yep buntis ang pinsan ko at tito nanaman ako kasi naunang manganak yung nabuntis din nung isa ko pang pinsan na flitzer haaay tumatanda na nga talaga ako hehehe

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the gulay boys ^_^

Posted by upoytao on January 22, 2007



was walking to work and was thinking of many things… pinagiisipan ko kung anong pwede kong pagkakitaan kasi medyo nahihirapan nako sa kinikita ko naisip ko baka pwedeng maghanap nako ng ibang owrk na mas malaki kita.

nagtatanong ako kay papa jesus kung ano ba dapat kong gawin, kung tulungan ko muna sarili ko bago ibang tao. kung unahin ko muna makatulong sa pamilya ko at sa magiging pamilya ko bago ang ibang tao. ewan ko pero habang iniisip ko yun nakita ko silang dalawa. kumakain sila ng manggang nahulog sa daan.

wala silang pambalat kaya kinakagat na lang.

malamang kanina pa silang umaga naglalakad at nagbebenta ng gulay. at that moment parang lumambot ang puso ko ewan ko kung maiiyak ako na ewan… nalampasan ko an sila pero bumalik ako at kinuhanan ko sila ng litrato. siguro paminsan minsan nakakalimot tayo. uyun siguro gustong sabihin ng diyos… nakakalimutan natin kung anong silbi natin sa mundo at kung bakit nya tayo nilagay sa ganitong sitwasyon. bago ako umalis nginitian ko sila masaya pa sila kanina nung umalis ako sana balang araw matulungan ko rin sila ^_^

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ano daw? kudeta at prom!

Posted by upoytao on January 19, 2007




nanood ako ng balita sa tv nung naabutan ko siya (actually wala na akong time manood ng tv dahil sa sked ko)

well nung nakaraang asean summit sinabi na pinagbabawal na daw ang kudeta sa mga asean countries.

haaay nako kung di ba naman tanga ang mga lider na yun pwede bang ipagbawal ang kudeta eh kudeta nga yon??

anak ng echas naman ehyoh hehehe

kaya nilang magpatayo ng magagandang building sa cebu pero kahit isang klasrum wala silang maipatayo haaay.. ang labo heniweys yung mga litrato courtesy of isolde amante

nag blog hopping ako nabasa ko nagsulat yung isang babae tungkol sa prom ayun naalala ko tuloy yung prom days ko.. well.. actually hindi maganda experience ko sa prom ang laki kong tangngot sa totoo lang nag volunteer ako nun mag ayos ng mga gamit sa prom so late na kami nakatulog.

Tapos the following day hindi ako nagising at natrapik pako ayun asar na asar yung prom date ko kasi iniindian ko daw siya haay.. nakalimutan ko na nga rin pangalan nya kasi talagang hiyang hiya ako sa sarili ko nun simula nun parang ayoko na mag prom…

well nung college ako nagkaron ulit ng prom yung unang naka date ko na muntik ko na ubod ng conservative eh nabuntis pagkatapos na pagkatapos mag graduate labo noh? yung second na prom ko namang nung fourth year nako eh ka date ko yung ex ko.. hmm nag away pa ata kami nun hahaha asteeg kaya yung mga pix namin namumula pa yung mata nya ako naman parang bugnot na ewan hahaha

but heniweys magandang experience talaga ang mga prom. nakakatuwa na ewan hehehe meron lang talaga akong awkwardness lalo na pag maraming taong naka dress at ako’y naka dress din sabay sasayaw uhmm im not a good dancer to begin with alam ko lang magtatatalon ayos nako dun sayaw na yun hehehe

sayang di ko na experience yung madedevirginize ka daw pag prom mo hmm totoo ba yun??

0_o

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daming nag-aalisan ng bansa

Posted by upoytao on January 19, 2007

talked with a friend of mine sa isang malaking company sabi niya andami na daw nag reresign sa kanila.

sabi ko “Ha? eh ang ganda ganda ng kumpanya nyo?”

sabi niya ” Lahat nag-aabroad…”

…..

well hindi ako magtataka… ang sama ng bansang ito grabe… aaminin ko talagang mas madaming opportunity sa labas ng bansa at mas naaappreciate pa ang galing mo pag dun ka nag work.

other than that you’re well compensated pa.. stupido talaga ang mga tao dito… nakakapagod na…

but i had a friend who opted to come back from australia and im proud because he’s doing great here.

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yesterday i had an interesting conversation with my aunt we were watching wowowee and i told her

“Tingnan mo nga naman ang mga pinoy noh? ang bilis makalimot… kamakailan lang nangyari yung wowowee stampede tragedy tapos ngayon tuwang tuwa sila sa ginagawa ni willie (at that moment willie was asking for the audience to call him pogi “handsome” in exchange for 100 pesos)”.

at that my aunt answered. “Eh ano palang gusto mo mag-iiiyak sila dyan? nangyari na yun tapos na yun dapat they learn from it and not dwell on it”

maybe it was the age gap or perhaps the age difference that mattered between us. i mean we’re decades apart and i think my way of thinking is entirely different from hers in that matter. but being the younger one and i hope the younger ones of the coming generation would extend that gratitude i opted to shut up rather than raise more blood pressures as we always do in our hot debates.

it is true they did learn from it they were able to not hold anymore events such as those. they opted to have tickets instead and a headcount for audiences.

i succinctly remember that after the event i wrote an essay about it and entitled it that “They deserve to die” for the bit of sarcasm and the temptation of spreading wildfire among the thinking minority i even sent it to PCIJ’s blog when it was still newsworthy. but while nobody lambasted me entirely in the PCIJ blog a number of them went to my blog and well, it fell almost short of cussing at my face.

i agree entirely that it is not good to dwell in the experience of what happened to the wowowee tragedy but looking back and understanding the present i see how society looks at events entirely and tries to shield the present situation from the past.

like for example how america corrupted our country as well as the spanish.
the garci tapes.
the marcos’s tyranny.
the election frauds so on and forth.

i really don’t understand how our concept of justice is embedded with the idea of not dwelling in finding it and just forgetting about it.

what do you learn from not dwelling on the mistake that you made?
or yet the crime that was done to you just so because it provides entertainment and the promise of a day of financial bliss?

maybe we really are a stupid race.
stupid as it is because we’d rather forget than exact retribution for the sins done to us.

and for all that i believe this country will never prosper.

sometimes I’m beginning to think that this country is just a place for vacation and should never be a place for living in as most pinoy families coming back from the US thinks so.

either way i still hope that many more like my friend from australia comes back and help our country.

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